**POSSIBLE TRIGGER WARNING**
Honesty time. Earlier this year my husband and I found out we were pregnant. I was scared (obviously, as it would be my first) but eventually became excited to begin a new chapter in my life. About two weeks ago we found out that I would be miscarrying. Fortunately, everything happened so quickly after that initial phone call. Thankfully we had enough time to process and deal with our situation and start to move on and we didn’t have to wait for weeks for something to happen. However with everything happening so quickly, it’s left my emotions in a strangely raw place. There were a few times I wasn’t sure quite what I was feeling and was starting to question if I was trying to cover up particular feelings with a brave face.
I’m in a much better place now than I was two weeks ago. I finally feel as though I can begin to move forward in a positive light now. I know that some days will be a little bit harder than others, but I still feel like this is still a very new chapter in my life. The world around me looks newer than it had before and the possibilities of who I want to be seem endless right now. I’m trying very hard to make sure I do not waste this opportunity that is before me…because I’ve learned first-hand that tomorrow is never promised.